Dread

I accidentally got sour cream mixed with green onions, a dip. Now I will have to make the pilgrimage to store again. So many people driving. I see it as dangerous. I am going to enjoy Thanksgiving. There is a delay in the long term disability. I don't know much about it. I decided I will work somewhere if it kills me. Who will tolerate my crying spells, anxiety, and panic attacks. I will be competing with so many others who need to work. It is difficult for me to get started on this task. Going to the store and not able to get what I want is difficult. I always had money in the past. I will probably have to work for less money, more hours, and probably no benefits. I will just have to do it!!!!